Work in Progression...

I got loads of things in my mind at the moment..

New project..undergoing..many ideas but not enough time and resources..
I wish i have a creative bone in me..and i really wish i'm tech savvy i tell ya..

As for work...sigh, wish i'm could be a little be more appreciated and challenged..
I'm getting bored..especially today, when u work on a Saturday..

What's ur flava, tell me what's MY flava...

Yes that Craig Davis's song is in my head..

In 2 days, I've asked 3 people what do they think my style is.. I couldn't for the life of me figure out who I am..
Kak Noor (my lovely shrink) said I've lost myself in the 10 years I've decided to have a relationship with my other half..but to not know my own style? I not sure how I've been portraying myself over the years..

My other half says u're always in this; pointing at my jeans and t shirt i was wearing that night.. ye la..goes to show how tentative u r to my clothes.

My best friend of 10 years said; short hair and soft fabrics that moves when the wind blows..errr okay..

My good friend who works and actually sees me almost everyday says; flowery skirts, polka dots and ribbon headband.. errr okay...

So errr who am I again?? help :(

I WANT THIS FROM TOPSHOP!

Lurex Skate Dress :
soooo Jess aka Zoey Dechanel in New Girl ..
only imagine it in red..

Sometime after our degree way back when we were in Dublin, my very lucky best-est best friend  Rhea K got a job with Arcadia Group..just to be specific..the Topman at G Floor, Jervis shopping centre.. She had the time of her life working there..meeting people, socializing with the customers, making friends within the Group and most important of all dressing up. She a bit creative when it comes to clothes..dare to be bold I might add..the job suits her well, topshop suits her personality really really well.. She use to 'have-to-buy' 3 item from the latest collection every season..4 season in a year..it's a headache when ur in love with everything in the shop. Whenever she's off duty the changing room will be where we spent most of our weekends..and it was the best, playing dresses up, trying on dresses and tops that u can only imagine..Being a good friend that she is and ( she still is the best!) i get the benefit of taking her staff discount in advance..hahah sorry to rat u out babe, but everybody does it right... the number of tops i bought from u..the jackets..ooh that lovely winter jacket which I still have in my closet..the jeans..love it! better cutting from Levis...and shoes, u just got to love the shoes and boots..sigh wish u still work there and we're both still in Dublin giggling our head off in our old apartment..
Anyways, this entry is dedicated for u babe and also for Joyce, hehehe let me reminisce my Topshop memories please!

BFFs

There are just some people of  all the many people u'll come across in your life that you would just connect with..
I got my SJians babes + 1 dude who even though we only meet up once a year, the conversation never seems to  be boring or never ends. It's as if we were still at the SJ canteen or bilik pengawas haha..
PC..i have few good frens..but it's a place that i will never take myself back..memories of the good things that happened was all surpassed by the bad thing that happened. The last time I was there was really the last time I'll ever step my foot at that place. It was just not a good place for me..
YPM and Eire.. my girls who are my sisters.. the things that we went through hahaha nobody could ever understands it.. possessed by ghost, thieves, back stabbers, boyfriends and scandals hahaha only those who went through it believe it..
Losing a best friend is hard, for 10 years we were always each other's place to rant..at least for me it was.. sharing every single thing, every little details, dreams and hope..sad is not even the word to describe what I am feeling these days..i think i've become a bitter person, with no trust nor believes in the institution anymore.. i really need to recover from these, dont want the angels to grow up to be bitter as well..
Anyways, my point is..i just won myself 4 movie tickets and I have no girlfriends to go out with..everybody's so busy nowadays and my closest friends are all over the globe..not even the same continent!
Moral of the story: i need to get a life huhu

Girly girl..

I don't need words for this post..

Walking in Unity - Sole Of The Nation 29 March - 1 April 2012 Venue : PWTC Kuala Lumpur

source: http://www.malaysiafootwear.com/index.php

values and reflections..

deep isn't it? the tittle..

something i've always ponder upon..how a person is today, is a reflection of their upbringing..but there are bad people out there, very bad people..and i believe their parents didn't raise them to be bad..it's just sometimes the circumstances and peer pressure that made one person made the all the wrong choices..

My point is, 75% of the time, we are who our family brought us up to be..Does this sentence even make sense haha..the way we look at life, the things we consider important, the values we try to instate to our children, the way we treat other people..

a few things that I've been brought up with and I think I should teach my children:
1. Always eat together..no matter if your not hungry, too busy, your fighting with your mom/hubby..always, always, sit down and eat together(not every meal duhh) at least for dinner..
2. Always be ahead of time, when I was in PC there's a saying that the headmaster always said..when ur on time, ur late..
3. Always keep your promise, I know this is a hard one..sometimes u just can't avoid it but at least be apologetic and give a reason. At least the other person won't feel so frustrated.
4. Never go to bed angry..in one way or another we have to settle things then and there, heads on, no hard feeling and then can only matters be bygone..(hmm somehow, sadly.. this I can never achieve with Mr A..)...

enuff said..

working on a saturday..

it's no longer relevant working on Saturday these days..
seriously the employee do more harm than good coming to the office on a Saturday..
especially today, the weather's nice and it's just before the busy month end week..

owh..and apparently I can acssess to facebook after 9am today...hmmmm..nuff said.